Seeking

The past few days have been a battle up the mountain. I phrase it that way because God is bringing me out of a valley that I myself caused, although the circumstances didnt help! I had the amazing revelation the other day of admitting to Him (even though He knows every detail of my life) areas that I am weak in! It does sound pretty trivial, but I feel like that was a huge step in knowing more of God's heart! He has taught me to lean on His strength and power. WOW! I have been in deep prayer over my situation: whether I need to still live in NJ and if He really lead me here, if God brought me here to stretch me and grow me closer to Him or if I need to go back to RI. The middle truly has happened and I am most grateful for it! I am struggling with working at the Starbucks that I am at, too, and being 'abused' in a lot of ways....not literally in the physical sense :) I am just seeking God to make it sooo clear to me what I am to do. So for those who pray for me thank you for your faithfulness!! love ya dearly.